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"Man In The Mirror"

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

Mondays are Sunday's Poop!

Jace will be laid to rest today. Prayers and peace going to the family. When something happens to a child, it is always so hard to swallow or make any sense of it. It seems to me like the people with the most faith these days are being attacked even more. I am believing in a harvest season to come...it's been far too long a drought for all of us.


Some things never change. Some people never change. Today is Monday and I dislike Mondays. I dislike the person to the left of me ..... Ugh... need strength. I sure do have a high level of professionalism now after working with in different environments! Whew! If working with drama-loving, gossiping, backstabbing, micromanaging, envious, copy-cat-wanna-be-fools won't make ya crazy then I don't know what will!


Mood: Sleepy
Menu: Slim fast, Mini Muffins, Mongolian
Craving: A Very clean and completely organized house!
Image: Long black maxi dress
What's new: Blue contacts
Song: I can't think of one I heard today.....
Thought of the day: I really can't stand bruhahs!

This macaroni misses her cheese!

Mood: Still Sad
Menu: Mongolian
Craving: Peace
Image: Black dress
What's new: Nothing much today....
Song: The Words I Would Say by the Sidewalk Prophets
Thought of the day: Strive to be an inspiration to others. Don't just take up unnecessary space in the world and waste resources!


Three in the morning,
And I'm still awake,
So I picked up a pen and a page,
And I started writing,
Just what I'd say,
If we were face to face,
I'd tell you just what you mean to me,
I'd tell you these simple truths,

Be strong in the LORD and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
These are the words I would say,

Last time we spoke,
You said you were hurting,
And I felt your pain in my heart,
I want to tell you,
That I keep on praying,
Love will find you where you are,
I know cause I've already been there,
So please hear these simple truths,

Be strong in the LORD and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
These are the words I would say,

From one simple life to another,
I will say,
Come find peace in the Father,

Be strong in the LORD and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
Thank God for each day,
His love will find a way,
These are the words I would say

Spread your wings and fly, Jace!

Yesterday was a very sad day. Leslie's son Jace, has gone to be with the Lord. Jace was shaken by someone not in the family and was taken off of life support. My heart is crushed for Leslie and her family. Jace was and still is one of the greatest inspirations that I ever known. Jace has touched hundreds if not thousands of lives during his short journey on earth and he will never be lost nor forgotten. My husband told me yesterday that Jace is too good for this world, Jesus is protecting him from this harsh world and that he was already accomplished what he was supposed to do. I believe this. I believe that we were all blessed to be able to come together and pray for this wonderful family. Even after all that has been said and done, Jace continues to give to others by donating his organs so that someone else may have life. Leslie has raised an excellent little God's Warrior and should be very proud. I said yesterday that Jace has accomplished more in his 3 years that I have in 28. Jace is an inspiration to all, a reminder that one person, one life can make all the difference in the world. So, fly Jace, fly. Spread your wings and fly free. We will see you again. I know Jesus himself was at the gate to greet you himself.


God , please comfort this family in their time of need. Please give them the strength to keep going. Please give them your peace in their hearts and your words in their ears as they grieve over the loss of precious Jace. I pray that this person who did this will be brought to justice, if not now, we all face our judgement days with You. Lord, I thank you that we have not been given a spirit of fear, but a spirit of love, peace, and a sound mind. Thank you for sending Jace to impact us all and thank you for gifts that go above what we understand on this earth. I pray protection and love over this family in Jesus' name.


Psalm 23
A psalm of David.


The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

So, today I decided to start over. Been a rough last couple of years. I am believing for something awesome; my abundant harvest is coming! Trying to hold my temper and blood pressure down at work. Some people will do whatever it takes to make themselves "appear" better, but the truth will come out eventually. I have never seen so much back stabbing and two-faceness in my life. And these people are grown?! Wow... some people did not learn simple professionalism skills back in middle school, and they sure as hell aren't learning them now. Maybe it is up to me to teach them a lesson or two.... how bout don't mess with me! Thanks for playin!


Mood: Meh, yeah, just meh
Menu: Slim Fast, Apple Juice, Half Poptart
Craving: Real Food! Image: Black/ Tan dress w/ Black Ruffle Shrug
What's New: My awesome bag Song: All I am hearing right now is people talking in the conference room
Thought of the day: Back off Bitches!
Words of Wisdom: Most people live and die with their music still unplayed. They never dare to try. Mary Kay Ash